I had had my first fix the previous year and was doing my best to win the
William Burroughs Award for Productivity in Junkiedom. Things
of course altered in 1968; GPs could no longer prescribe, Drug Dependency
Units were set up; scripts reduced, in some cases refused. Prohibition
had begun, the rest is history.
In 1970 I got a job as a shelf-filler for a national company, ironically
selling cut price legal drugs - alcohol and tobacco. Less than two years
later, I was a manager in one of their Central London shops - still fixing
and refusing to fit into their idea of a junkie. While working in the
shop I served many well known heads and celebrities. But only
one, in six years, sussed that I was a user, he was an American actor
appearing in the West End as Lenny Bruce. Lenny was widely known to be
a drug user, he was a method actor, it was late at night when I served
him and he spotted me yawning, scratching and sniffing. What happened
after that might be the subject of another article.
In 1976, the year of the heatwave, I was diagnosed with TB and hospitalised,
effectively losing my job - the medication didnt work, the doctors
said that was because I was still using, so by 1981, my weight down to
six-stone, I decided to come off.
Mid-1981 I returned to Carlisle, my home town - to hide, to escape from
the drug scene that had been my life for the previous 18 years. I had
met the woman who was to become my wife, I was asked to support a group
supporting families and friends of drug users; drug users living at home
was a new concept to me; the last event was the miners strike. The
previous year I had welcomed the Peoples March for Jobs into Carlisle
as secretary of the local Communist party branch, but now I felt I needed
to belong to a more mainstream party. In 1985 I joined the Labour Party;
one year later I was elected to the council; eight years later I was elected
Mayor of Carlisle.
Earlier this year I resigned from the Labour Party, partly because they
refuse to debate the drugs issue. I joined the Liberal Party and I am
now their drugs spokesperson and in October I will be calling for the
legalisation of cannabis and the introduction of heroin maintenance, amongst
other drug law reforms. I am also the Northern Co-ordinator of Transform,
the campaign for an effective drug policy.
Thank you for reading this - my best wishes to Monkey, Im sure this
will be the first of many editions.
Colin Paisley,
Northern Co-ordinator Transform
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